Well, this detox is definitely having an... effect...
You see with a mixture of fatigue and bipolar there are certain things which occur in the body... lack of appetite (no), over eating (tried not to), lack of desire to do the things you normally enjoy (certainly).
The thing that affected me the most unfortunately was my lowered libido.
Now, I don't know how Skylark felt about it, but I was not happy about not "feeling the urge" as often as I have been known for at one time (Skylark's feelings are her own business, but I'm sure if you asked her she could tell you).
I used to be a wanting to sex machine. All the time. Like a teenage boy minus face acne.
Of course, as a guy gets older he loses some of his libido, but the fatigue dropped it way too low. I mean, 34 is NOT old, I should have still been chasing tail (just the one) more than I had been.
Now, when the urge did arise, I could perform. Haven't had a problem in that area, but most of the time I would just ask (with my body), get to business, close business and go to sleep.
Let's just say, times they are a'changing...
As I wrote this entry, I've thought about sex to the point where my member has come to attention at least twice, I've had to pause and think about something else to get it to go back down.
So if there's one thing to say for the detox... it's got me horny....
Who to do... who to do...
Thanks for reading,
Az
*Note* Originally posted on the now defunct AzrielJohnsonAuthor.blogspot.com 03/25/16
Azriel Johnson is an inkspatter analyst and a serial writer by night. He runs a small, not money losing publishing press and a weekly open mic with monthly features called Writing Knights Press and Writing Knights: Stark.
You see with a mixture of fatigue and bipolar there are certain things which occur in the body... lack of appetite (no), over eating (tried not to), lack of desire to do the things you normally enjoy (certainly).
The thing that affected me the most unfortunately was my lowered libido.
Now, I don't know how Skylark felt about it, but I was not happy about not "feeling the urge" as often as I have been known for at one time (Skylark's feelings are her own business, but I'm sure if you asked her she could tell you).
I used to be a wanting to sex machine. All the time. Like a teenage boy minus face acne.
Of course, as a guy gets older he loses some of his libido, but the fatigue dropped it way too low. I mean, 34 is NOT old, I should have still been chasing tail (just the one) more than I had been.
Now, when the urge did arise, I could perform. Haven't had a problem in that area, but most of the time I would just ask (with my body), get to business, close business and go to sleep.
Let's just say, times they are a'changing...
As I wrote this entry, I've thought about sex to the point where my member has come to attention at least twice, I've had to pause and think about something else to get it to go back down.
So if there's one thing to say for the detox... it's got me horny....
Who to do... who to do...
Thanks for reading,
Az
*Note* Originally posted on the now defunct AzrielJohnsonAuthor.blogspot.com 03/25/16
Azriel Johnson is an inkspatter analyst and a serial writer by night. He runs a small, not money losing publishing press and a weekly open mic with monthly features called Writing Knights Press and Writing Knights: Stark.
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